I am confused with my life lately. Biggest question that I can’t escape, ” What I want to do with my life?”. Apparently I have no freaking idea and I’ve been searching for the answer since my graduation (so it has been like 5 months). At first, I was like it’s not a big deal since I’m the kind of person who just go with the flow and I love surprises that life might give me along the way of a “journey to maturity”. But now, I’m pretty sure that I’m facing one hell of crisis. I’m jealous with people who already have a plan for their life and could identify the pattern to get what they wanted to be. And I’m here, have to stuck with my imagination of what I wanted to be without having a clear vision of how to achieve it. I’m lost… Totally lost… and I miss my old life, my college life. One thing that I will always treasure as the best time of education that I ever have. And now I just have to stuck up with another phase of my life. Hopefully, I could pass this one even if I have to work harder than before, it doesn’t matter as long as I get there.